Saturday, September 24, 2016

Kotkapoegadele

Internetis liigub ringi kaks lugu kotkastest.

Esimene:
Mees leidis aiast kotkamuna ja pani kanapessa. Kotkapoeg sündis koos teiste tibudega ning kasvas kanade seas üles. 
Terve elu tegi kotkas sama, mis kanadki, arvates, et ka tema on kana. Ta siblis mulda ning otsis ussikesi ja tõuke. Ta loksus ja kaagutas. Sageli peksis ta tiibadega ja lendas paar meetrit edasi.
Aastad möödusid ja kotkas kasvas suureks. Ühel päeval nägi ta kõrgel oma pea kohal pilvitus taevas toredat lindu. Tõusvaid õhuvoole kasutades ja harva oma tugevaid kuldseid helkivaid tiibu kasutades laugles too kuninglikult kõrgel sinitaevas. 
Kotkas vaatas aukartusega üles. "Kes see on?" küsis ta.
"See on kotkas, lindude kuningas", ütles talle naaber. "Ta kuulub taevasse. Meie oleme kanad - meie koht on maa peal."
Kotkas ohkas sügavalt ja jätkas siblimist.
Niisiis elas ja suri kotkas kanana ainult seepärast, et uskus end kana olevat.

Teine lugu räägib farmerist, kes püüdis kinni kotkapoja ja pani ta oma kanade juurde. Kotkas sõi koos kanadega ja omandas nende eluviisi. Ühel päeval külastas seda talu peremehe sõber ja märkas kotkast hoovis kanade hulgas.
"Mida see kotkas siin teeb?" küsis ta farmerilt. 
"Ega ta ei tea, et ta on kotkas," vastas farmer. "Ta arvab, et ta on kana. Ta sööb rohtu ja teeb kõike, mida teevad kanad. Ta ei lenda kunagi." 
"Mina ei arva nii," ütles sõber, "ta on ikkagi kotkas, sest ta on selleks loodud. Tal on kotka süda ja ühel päevad saab ta sellest aru." 
Farmeri sõber püüdis seda tõestada, julgustades kotkast lendama, kuid edutult. Siis, ühel päeval, päikesetõusu ajal, viis ta kotka mäe tippu ja lükkas ta sealt alla. Kotkas hakkas hirmust tiibadega rabelema ja tundis järsku, kuidas tiivad teda kannavad ning lendas tagas mäe tippu. Ta saavutas uskumuse, et ta suudab lennata.
Kui kotkas nägi mäe kohale tõusvat päikest, tõi ta kuuldavale metsiku rõõmukarje, sirutas tiibu ja lendas ära, ega tulnud enam iial tagasi farmi õuele. 

Tavaliselt teeb kotkas oma pesa suure kuristiku servale. Seal haudub emalind välja oma pojad ning toidab ja kaitseb neid. Pesa on tehtud okastest, krobelistest kividest ja teravatest luudest. See on kaetud villa, sulgede ja karvadega loomadelt, kelle kotkas on söögiks tapnud. Kui kotkaema pesa "pahupidi pöörab," on see signaaliks poegadele, et varsti tuleb lahkuda. Ka torgib ta neid oma teravate küüntega. Ja siis saabub päev, mil ta oma võimsate tiibadega tõukab nad pesast välja ja lükkab üle kaljuserva. Hirmust kisades langevad pojad allapoole nagu kivid. Kuid just sel hetkel, kui nad on kukkumas surnuks, sööstab kotkaema nende alla ja kannab nad tiibadel üles tagasi. Ta kordab seda protseduuri nii kaua, kuni pojad õpivad lendama. 

Kotkapoeg, kes jääb virisema: "Ma ei suuda!", hukkub kaljudel ja lisab oma surnukeha seal juba lebavatele raibetele. Kuid kotkapoeg, kes püüab lennata, kuigi lendamine näib võimatuna, leiab end varsti taeva isandana! 

Kotkas on loodud lendama – lendama ülespoole. Võimsate tiivalöökidega sööstab ta läbi tormipilvede. Ta jätkab lendu, kuni tema pea kohal särab päike ja ta tunneb end turvaliselt selle paitavas valguses. 

Kotkad on tuntud oma eriliselt hea nägemise poolest. Väljend "kotka silm" kirjeldab hästi selle majesteetliku linnu üht silmatorkavat võimet. Kotka silmanägemine on inimese omast kolm kuni neli korda teravam. 

Kotkad ei ela madalikel või tasandikel, metsades, aedades või mererandades sageli koos suurte karjadena, nagu enamus teisi linde. Kotkad on eraldunud teistest lindudest ja elavad kõrgustes. Nende kodu on taevas! 

Kui me püüame elada kõrgustes, paneme me paratamatult tähele teatud asju.
Pole palju neid, kes seal elavad.
Õhk on puhtam, nähtavus selgem ja avaram; me näeme kaugemale.
Ilu võtab lausa hingetuks.
Me tunneme, et suudame kõik ja oleme võitjad.
Taevas on lähedal ja me võime sinna söösta igal hetkel, kui vaid soovime.

Head lendu, minu kotkapojad.

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Two Worlds

Put your faith in what you most believe in
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see 

A paradise untouched by man
Within this world blessed with love
A simple life, they live in peace 

Softly tread the sand below your feet now
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see 

Beneath the shelter of the trees
Only love can enter here
A simple life, they live in peace 

Raise your head up
Lift high the load
Take strength from those that need you
Build high the walls
Build strong the beams
A new life is waiting
But danger's no stranger here 

No words describe a mother's tears
No words can heal a broken heart
A dream is gone, but where there's hope 

Somewhere something is calling for you
Two worlds, one family
Trust your heart
Let fate decide
To guide these lives we see

Two Worlds
Phil Collins

Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Thinking

If you think you are beaten, you are;
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you'd like to win, but you think you can't,
It is almost a cinch that you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you're lost;
For out of the world we find
Success begins with a fellow's will
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you're outclassed, you are;
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win the prize.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man;
But sooner or later the man who wins
Is the one who thinks he can!

"Thinking" (1905)
written by Walter D. Wintle 

Tuesday, July 19, 2016

Madness

Madness is rare in individuals - but in groups, parties, nations, and ages it is the rule.

Beyond Good and Evil
Friedrich Nietzsche

Sunday, July 10, 2016

Aine ja energia vahel ei ole erinevust

Aine ja energia vahel ei ole tegelikult erinevust. Nad on vaid ühe ja sama asja erinevad vormid.

Albert Einstein

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Heart of Steel

Build a fire a thousand miles away to light my long way home
I ride a comet
My trail is long to stay
Silence is a heavy stone...
I fight the world and take all they can give
There are times my heart hangs low
Born to walk against the wind
Born to hear my name
No matter where I stand I'm alone

Stand and fight
Live by your heart
Always one more try
I'm not afraid to die
Stand and fight
say what you feel
Born with a heart of steel

Burn the bridge behind you
Leave no retreat
There's only one way home
Those who laugh and crowd the path
And cut each other's throats
Will fall like melting snow
They'll watch us rise with fire in our eyes
They'll bow their heads
Their hearts will hang low
Then we'll laugh and they will kneel
And know this heart of steel was
Too hard to break
Too hard to hold

Stand and fight
Live by your heart
Always one more try
I'm not afraid to die
Stand and fight
Say what you feel
born with a heart of steel

Heart of Steel
Manowar

Nothing Else Matters

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No nothing else matters

Nothing Else Matters
Metallica

Sunday, May 15, 2016

Me, Myself & I

Oh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life
Oh I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

And as far as I can see I just need privacy
Plus a whole lot of tree, fuck all this modesty
I just need space to do me get a world that they're tryna see
A Stella Maxwell right beside of me
A Ferrari I'm buyin' three
A closet of Saint Laurent, get what I want when I want
'Cause this hunger is driving me, yeah
I just need to be alone, I just need to be at home
Understand what I'm speaking on if time is money I need a loan
But regardless I'll always keep keepin' on
Fuck fake friends, we don't take L's we just make M's
While y'all follow, we just make trends
I'm right back to work when that break ends

Oh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life
Oh I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

I don't need anything to get me through the night
Except the beat that's in my heart
Yeah, it's keeping me alive
I don't need anything to make me satisfied 
'Cause the music does me good and it gets me every time

Yeah, and I don't like talking to strangers
So get the fuck off me I'm anxious
I'm tryna be cool but I may just go ape shit
Say "fuck y'all" to all of y'all faces
It changes though now that I'm famous
Everyone knows how this lifestyle is dangerous
But I love it the rush is amazing
Celebrate nightly and everyone rages
I found how to cope with my anger
I'm swimming in money
Swimming in liquor my liver is muddy
But it's all good I'm still sippin' this bubbly
This shit is lovely, this shit ain't random, I didn't get lucky
Made it right here 'cause I'm sick with it Cudi
They all take the money for granted
But don't want to work for it tell me now, isn't it funny? Nah

Oh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life
Oh I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

I don't need anything to get me through the night
Except the beat that's in my heart
Yeah, it's keeping me alive
I don't need anything to make me satisfied
'Cause the music does me good and it gets me every time

Yeah, lonely nights I laid awake
Pray to lord, my soul to take
My heart's become too cold to break
Know I'm great but I'm broke as hell
Having dreams that I'm folding cake
All my life I've been told to wait
But I'mma get it now, yeah it's no debate
Yeah

Oh, it's just me, myself and I
Solo ride until I die
'Cause I got me for life
Oh I don't need a hand to hold
Even when the night is cold
I got that fire in my soul

I don't need anything to get me through the night
Except the beat that's in my heart
Yeah, it's keeping me alive
I don't need anything to make me satisfied

'Cause the music does me good and it gets me every time

G-Eazy x Bebe Rexha - Me, Myself & I

Friday, May 13, 2016

Reality - Lost Frequencies

Decisions as I go, to anywhere I flow
Sometimes I believe, at times where I should know
I can fly high, I can go long
Today I got a million, tomorrow, I don't know
Decisions as I go, to anywhere I flow
Sometimes I believe, at times where I should know
I can fly high, I can go long
Today I got a million, tomorrow, I don't know

Stop crying like you're home and think about the show
We're all playing the same game, laying down alone
We're unknown and wrong, special when I come.
Hate will make you cautious, love will make you glow.
Make me feel the warm, make me feel the cold.
It's written in our story, it's written on the walls.
This is our call, we rise and we fall.
Dancin' in the moonlight, don't we have it all?

Decisions as I go, to anywhere I flow.
Sometimes I believe, a time where we should know.
I can fly high, I can go long.
Today I got a million, tomorrow, I don't know.
Make me feel the warm, make me feel the cold.
It's written in our story, it's written on the walls.
This is our call, we rise and we fall.
Dancin' in the moonlight, don't we have it all?

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

If you have no choice but to succeed

If you have no choice but to succeed, if achieving your goal is an absolute must, then nothing else matters. Sacrifices won’t even be a question. Excuses go out the window. You’ll do whatever it takes to make it happen. Period.

Saturday, April 23, 2016

Wake Me Up

Feeling my way through the darkness
Guided by a beating heart
I can't tell where the journey will end
But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand
They say I'm caught up in a dream
Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes
Well that's fine by me

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans

Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is the prize

So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost

Didn't know I was lost
I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

Wake Me Up
Avicii

Counting Stars

Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

I see this life like a swinging vine,
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs,
Seek it out and ye shall find.

Old but I'm not that old
Young but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

And I I I I feel something so right by doing the wrong thing
And I I I I feel something so wrong by doing the right thing

I could lie, couldn't I, couldn't I?
Every thing that kills me makes me feel alive.

Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting stars

Ye-e-yeah

I feel her love
And I feel it burn down this river every time
Hope is our four-letter word, make that money watch it burn

Old but, I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

And I I I I feel something so wrong by doing the right thing
I could lie, couldn't I, couldn't I?
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting stars

Oh, take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting stars

Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned

Whenever I Say Your Name

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Whenever your memory feeds my soul, whatever got broken becomes whole
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Wherever I lay me down, wherever I put my head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way 
I'm calling out your name

Whenever those dark clouds hide the moon
Whenever this world has gotten so strange
I know that something's gonna change 
Something's gonna change

Whenever I say your name, Whenever I say your name, I'm already praying, I'm already praying
I'm already filled with a joy that I can't explain
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I got to lie awake and weep 
Whenever I'm on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I'm already praying

Whenever this world has got me down, whenever I shed a tear
Whenever the TV makes me mad, whenever I'm paralyzed with fear 
Whenever those dark clouds fill the sky, whenever I lose the reason why
Whenever I'm filled with doubts that we will be together

Whenever the sun refuse to shine, whenever the skies are pouring rain
Whatever I lost I thought was mine whenever I close my eyes in pain
Whenever I kneel to pray, whenever I need to find a way
I'm calling out your name

Whenever this dark begins to fall
Whenever I'm vulnerable and small
Whenever I feel like I could die
Whenever I'm holding back the tears that I cry 

Whenever I say your name, whenever I call to mind your face
I'm already praying
Whatever bread's in my mouth, whatever the sweetest wine that I taste
Wherever I lay me down, wherever I rest my weary head to sleep
Whenever I hurt and cry, whenever I'm forced to lie awake and have to weep 
Whenever I'm on the floor
Whatever it was that I believed before
Whenever I say your name, whenever I say it loud, I'm already praying

Whenever I say your name, 
No matter how long it takes,
One day we'll be together 

Whenever I say your name, 
let there be no mistake
that day will last forever

Whenever I Say Your NameSting

Sunday, April 10, 2016

World is Crazy

Hilarius and so true :D

David Icke


Thursday, March 3, 2016

Love Me Like You Do

You're the light, you're the night
You're the color of my blood
You're the cure, you're the pain
You're the only thing I wanna touch
Never knew that it could mean so much, so much

You're the fear, I don't care
Cause I've never been so high
Follow me to the dark
Let me take you past our satellites
You can see the world you brought to life, to life

So love me like you do, love me like you do
Love me like you do, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, touch me like you do
What are you waiting for?

Fading in, fading out
On the edge of paradise
Every inch of your skin is a holy grail I've got to find
Only you can set my heart on fire, on fire
Yeah, I'll let you set the pace
Cause I'm not thinking straight
My head spinning around I can't see clear no more
What are you waiting for?

Love me like you do, love me like you do
Love me like you do, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, touch me like you do
What are you waiting for?

Yeah, I'll let you set the pace
Cause I'm not thinking straight
My head spinning around I can't see clear no more
What are you waiting for?

Love me like you do, love me like you do
Love me like you do, love me like you do
Touch me like you do, touch me like you do

What are you waiting for?
Love Me Like You Do
Ellie Goulding

Wednesday, January 20, 2016

Free Fall

You are in free fall, over the hump.
You have jumped and there is no escape.
You can not change anything, just feel the weightlessness and acceleration.
Does it really matter what happens in the end after so much adrenaline?
Maybe it is the best that has happened in your lifetime?
Maybe it is the best moment of your life?

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Keep going

If you are going through hell, keep going.
Winston Churchill

To escape

To escape from the life...
To run away...

Kell Kuus

Kell kuus, on tuuline hommik,
olen eilsest saadik suunata teel.
Iga lõpp on uue algus
aga lõpu eel on kärsitu meel.

Kus kohtuvad taevas ja maa,
seal kauemaks jääda ei saa.
Ja nii ma seisan siin tõmbetuule käes,
ühel pool on olnud aeg, teisel pool kummaline ootus.
Ja on jäänud kõik mälestustesse,
seal me teineteisele veel nii palju saame öelda.

Ma tean, see on viimane vaatus,
selles laintest läbi põimitud loos.
Veel hetk ja mulle saatus
uue lehe pöörab õnnega koos.

Kus kohtuvad taevas ja maa,
seal kauemaks jääda ei saa.

Ja nii ma seisan siin tõmbetuule käes,
ühel pool on olnud aeg, teisel pool kummaline ootus.
Ja on jäänud kõik mälestustesse,
seal me teineteisele veel nii palju saame öelda.
Kuid ka aegajalt tee on kivine,
kõik, mis haiget teeb, kord ununeb.
Alles jääb vaid see, mis õige.

Ja nii ma seisan siin tõmbetuule käes,
ühel pool on olnud aeg, teisel pool kummaline ootus.
Ja on jäänud kõik mälestustesse,
seal me teineteisele veel nii palju saame öelda.

Ja nii ma seisan siin tõmbetuule käes,
ühel pool on olnud aeg, teisel pool kummaline ootus.
Ja on jäänud kõik mälestustesse,
seal me teineteisele veel nii palju saame öelda.

Ja nii ma seisan siin tõmbetuule käes,
ühel pool on olnud aeg, teisel pool kummaline ootus.
Ja on jäänud kõik mälestustesse,
seal me teineteisele veel nii palju saame öelda.

Kell Kuus - Karl-Erik Taukar

Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Just reedeti

Keskpäeval voodist püsti ajan end ma suure vaevaga
ja keha karjub, olen väsinud, mul lase magada,
Silmad maas ma ütlen sorri aga taas pean minema

Tasku põhjas on üks võti mis ei ava ühtki ust,
iseenesega püüan, kuid ei leia lepitust,
hambad ristis sunnin ennast oma rada jätkama.

Olgu sinine see esmaspäev ja tume teisipäev,
kolletagu nagu sügis, see kole kolmapäev,
neljapäev see haiseb kala järgi, ja teadagi,
head asjad juhtuvad just reedeti.

Need maailmad kus elasime, olid hetkeks ühised,
ka väga suured mured tundusid tol ajal tühised,
nüüd pikisilmi ootan aega millal kohtume me taas...
jaaa....

Olgu sinine see esmaspäev ja tume teisipäev,
kolletagu nagu sügis, see kole kolmapäev,
neljapäev see haiseb kala järgi, ja teadagi,
head asjad juhtuvad just reedeti.

reedeti...

Head asjad juhtuvad just reedeti.

Just reedeti - Terminaator

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

15 magamata ööd

Ise endale haiget
tegin teadlikult ma
lihtsalt proovisin õnne
kas sind endale saan
kas ma saan mida tahan
nagu harjunud ma
kõik see pidi lihtne olema

Väikest hiirt ja kassi
mängisin nagu peab
sinna maani läks hästi
kuni langesin ma
kuni langesin lõksu
mille sinule ma
ise olin välja mõelnud
valmistand ja üles seadnud

15 magamata ööd
olen sõdind endaga
teinud suurt ja julma tööd
et mu süda vabaks saaks
15 magamata ööd
olen palund ennast ma
kuid sust lahti ma ei saa

hing on haige ja puru
hulluks valust kui loom
mitte keegi ei usu
et nii on minuga lood
lood on tõeliselt halvad
olen kaotanud pea
see sai ainult kasuks sulle
mida kõike tegid mulle

15 magamata ööd
olen sõdind endaga
teinud suurt ja julma tööd
et mu süda vabaks saaks
15 magamata ööd
olen palund ennast ma
kuid sust lahti ma ei saa

tahaks hoida sind enda juures
tahaks saada sind veel ja veel
tahaks teada mida sa mõtled
ja mida minuga teed

15 magamata ööd
olen sõdind endaga
teinud suurt ja julma tööd
et mu süda vabaks saaks
15 magamata ööd
olen palund ennast ma
kuid sust lahti ma ei saa

Sekundiga

Sa voldid kaardiks minu südame,
kleebid margi selle tagaküljele.
Siis saadad kirja pühendusega,
kus mustvalgelt seisab "minust lahti sa ei saa".

Ma jooksen nelja ilmakaarde, põgenen ma siit,
haihtun tolmukübemeks raamaturiiulil.
Teist sinusugust tundnud ma ei ole iialgi,
kes mehed ainult sekundiga murrab põlvili.

Kui lõpuks tunnen, et olen pääsen'd siit,
mind meelitad enda juurde tagasi.
Kui näib mul viimaks, et hakkan toibuma,
siis lihtsalt lambist jälle plahvatad.

Ma jooksen nelja ilmakaarde, põgenen ma siit,
haihtun tolmukübemeks raamaturiiulil.
Teist sinusugust tundnud ma ei ole iialgi,
kes mehed ainult sekundiga murrab põlvili.

Sekundiga - Traffic

Sunday, January 10, 2016

What are you willing to struggle for

Pain, pain, pain, endless pain...
Why to accept pain in your life?
What is the reason to accept pain in your life?
What are you willing to struggle for?
...and why?
Unfortunately,
The whole life is a game...
You cant win it unless you play...
And when you play...
You cant avoid pain...
Until it comes from the point
when not to exist seems easier...
broken...

Friday, January 8, 2016

Pea ees

On tunne, nagu viimasel pea ees minekul oleks põhi olnud liiga ligidal.
Täie hooga, pea ees, vastu põhja, nii et verd lahmab ja silme eest võtab uduseks.
Alles mingi aja möödudes, vee selginedes, hakkab pilt silme ette jälle tagasi tulema.
Ja sa mõtled miks ning kuidas...

Kodu ilu

Kodu ilu tuleneb sellest, kes selles kodus elavad, mitte sellest, milline see kodu on!

Thursday, January 7, 2016

Once more you are loosing faith in people

When life hits you again...
Once more you are loosing faith in people...
Learn another lesson, never let anyone close to you...
Everyone is going to hurt you...

Drive By

You should be sorry
You are the one who left

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause you moved to west LA
Or New York or Santa Fe
Or wherever to get away from me

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

On the upside of a downward spiral
My love for you went viral
And I loved you every mile you drove away
But now here you are again
So let's skip the "how you been"
And get down to the "more than friends" at last

Oh but that one night
Is still the highlight
I didn't need you until I came to
And I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Please believe
That when I leave
There's nothing up my sleeve
But love for you
And a little time to get my head together too

On the other side of a street I knew
Stood a girl that looked like you
I guess that's déjà vu
But I thought this can't be true
'Cause

Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

Drive By - Train

Hey, Soul Sister

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so I went and let you blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Just in time, I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you, like a virgin, you're Madonna
And I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Way you can cut a rug
Watching you's the only drug I need
So gangster, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of
You see I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you'll be with me

Hey soul sister, ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey soul sister, I don't wanna miss a single thing you do tonight

Hey, Soul Sister - Train

Wednesday, January 6, 2016

When the life suddenly has got meaning again...


When the life suddenly has got meaning again...
When fight to save lives has got meaning again...
When the endless pain is gone...
And you have again a reason to live...
Serve something greater than yourself...
Be Larger than Life...
Fly the Eagle, Fly and Fly High!


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